Thursday, December 31, 2020

52 Films by Women - 2020

Update 2/21: I missed Time by Garrett Bradley! Her name threw me off. 4.5 stars. So well done - very likely to win best doc.


Not even close. 2020 was such an odd year. I both saw more movies than 2019 and felt far further behind. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 26 this year, as opposed to 40 in 2019 and 42 in 2018. That said, so many higher rated films than the rest of my viewing on average.

In order to clear out my list on letterboxd and start 2021 fresh (stars from my initial ratings, ranking them comes from now):

Portrait of a Lady on Fire - Céline Sciamma - 5 stars. A goddamn masterpiece and my favorite film of 2019 (had to wait for it to come out in 2020 to see it).

Mouthpiece - Patricia Rozema - 4.5 stars. Yay! Finally got to see this and it is staggeringly good. I loved it so much. One of the rare theater adaptations that both keeps its theatricality/suspension of disbelief and is cinematic.

First Cow - Kelly Reichardt - 4.5 stars. First Cow!

Nomadland - Chloé Zhao - 4.5 stars. I haven't decided if First Cow or Nomadland is my favorite film so far this year. (I'm giving myself till Sundance to finish catching up on 2020 films. I think. When is Minari coming out???)

Babyteeth - Shannon Murphy - 4.5 stars. I loved this so much. Featuring 3 of my favorite actors - Eliza Scanlen, Ben Mendelsohn, & Essie Davis, this didn't go anywhere I expected it to. The ending knocked me flat.

No Crying at the Dinner Table (short) - Carol Nguyen - 4.5 stars. A beautiful film about grief and openness. 

Near Dark - Kathryn Bigelow - 4 stars. Grimy country vampires!

Shirley - Josephine Decker - 4 stars. "I don't smote."

Emma - Autumn de Wilde - 4 stars. Love love love. It's a total bonbon and I found it utterly charming and delightful. In fact, maybe I'll watch it again tonight.

Athlete A - Bonni Cohen & Jon Shenk - 4 stars. Just completely horrifying recounting of the abuse all of our gymnasts went through that allowed them to be sexually abused on top of it all. Also features the San Francisco Girls Chorus on the soundtrack

One Night in Miami - Regina King - 4 stars. A less successful theatrical adaptation, but the strong cast, particularly Kingsley Ben-Adir as Malcolm X and Eli Goree as Cassius Clay, shine through.

Lucky - Natasha Kermani - 4 stars. Such a simple, yet effective premise. Brea Grant is terrific and it's a very tight thriller. 

Forgotten Roads - Nicol Ruiz Benavides - 3.5 stars. A lovely film about an older widow dealing with her grief, falling in love, and finding community in coming out. Rosa Ramirez is in every frame of the film and gives a wonderful, understated performance of a woman finding joy. 

Under Covers (short) - Michaela Olsen - 3.5 stars. Very charming. 

Summerland - Jessica Swale - 3.5 stars. The film is formulaic, but Gemma Arterton gives a fantastic performance as a misanthrope forced to take in a child during WWII on the gorgeous southeastern cliffs. (Surprisingly does not turn out to be a witch...)

Laggies - Lynn Shelton - 3.5 stars. I had always meant to see this (Sam Rockwell) and when Lynn Shelton passed away I finally watched it. I found the pacing a little odd. Individual scenes were good, but the character development I found jumpy? Like - Sam Rockwell's decisions around Keira Knightley seemed a little out of left field? And why did she go back and then leave her fiancé? But the leads are charming. And the rom-com bit with Sam and Keira is good.

Birds of Prey (and the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn) - Cathy Yan - 3.5 stars. Margot Robbie is the best. I loved how kinetic this was. Mary Elizabeth Winstead is great. Not a great comic book film, but also - who knew it was going to be better than WW84???

Tragic Jungle - Yulene Olaizola - 3.5 stars. Very oblique and incredibly beautiful shots of the jungle. Unfolds like a myth. 

Shiva Baby - Emma Seligman - 3 stars. I loved how real this felt. It captured that very particular unease of being at a function with your parents, having to play up to the other guests, and navigating changing dynamics with childhood friends. (And, I imagine, a very particular Jewish parental pressure.) Of course, then it had the very unusual situation of running into your sugar daddy and his wife at shiva... This one has really stuck with me. 

Bye Bye Body (short) - Charlotte Benbeniste - 3.5 stars. 

The Old Guard - Gina Prince-Bythewood - 3 stars. Very straight forward film considering it has a much more intriguing premise (can you even call the third act a twist if it's that obvious?) Always happy to watch Matthias Schoenaerts and Charlize Theron (I covet her hair in this film), but the loveliest surprise was that it gave us the best new superhero in ages; a gay, Muslim romantic!

I Carry You with Me - Heidi Ewing - 3.5 stars. So frustrating. If this had ended 20 minutes earlier, with just a coda/end titles, it would have been a perfect film. '...something something happy endings are just stories that haven’t finished yet.'

Cowboys - Anna Kerrigan - 3.5 stars. Beautiful locale shots and Steve Zahn is great, but the film revolves around a child actor, who... just is no Tatum O'Neal. When you want to smack the main character upside the head for much of the film...

Wonder Woman 1984 - Patty Jenkins - 2.5 stars. So disappointing! I really love the first film. This one is just a mess. 

The Rhythm Section - Reed Morano - 2.5 stars. So bad. 

Mercury's Retrograde - Zohar Dvir - 2 stars. This just really grated on me. 

Tuesday, December 22, 2020

2020 mixes

What a year.

Past mixes: 20082009201020112012201320142015201620172018, 2019

I.. basically stopped listening to music at the start of quarantine for a few months, because I was so used to mostly listening on my commute. So this is a bit of an off year and a bit random, but that seems fitting:

[EDIT 12/26: In OF COURSE 2020 news, last night I was like, 'wait. didn't ungodly hour come out this year? Didn't Chromatica?! And yes - it turns out I never finished populating my 2020 folder before starting to make my mixes, so here is the hastily reassembled version. Which, again, seems fitting:]

Disc 1

1. Reasons I Drink - Alanis Morissette. Easily my song of the year. It came out in January; I love it a lot. I was supposed to see her in concert in May. Le sigh.


1b. Used to the Darkness - Des Rocs. Don't know how I had never heard of him before, but yay someone out there is still making rock music. 


2. Kids in America - Billie Joe Armstrong. Billie Joe & Green Day started doing covers for lockdown. I really enjoyed them.


3. It Doesn't Matter Why - Silversun Pickups


4. Locomotive - Miranda Lambert. Yes. More of this please.


5. Till There's Nothing Left - Cam. It's just so damn catchy.


6. Tag, You're It - Melanie Martinez. Theoretically a 2021 Outside Lands performer but... can't imagine that's happening. Still - I looked her up this year when they announced the lineup and her whole 'carrying babydoll to its logical conclusion' shtick makes me laugh. 


7. Running Up that Hill - Meg Myers


8. Wild Sea - Phildel. New video this year!


9. The Kill - Jessie Ware


9a. Alice - Lady Gaga


9b. Tipsy - Chloe x Halle


10. Lie In It - Boyfriend


11. Cash Shit ft. Da Baby - Megan Thee Stallion. My brain cannot wrap around the fact that I started listening to this in January. I'm convinced it was last year. It just feels like a lifetime ago listening to this on my work commute.


12. Views ft. Rousso, Reo Cragun - Noga Erez


13. Christine - Christine and the Queens. It's funny to me that I was listening to her cover of Rihanna's Kiss it Better in 2018 (speaking of Kate Bush), and never got around to listening to her big breakthrough song. (Yes, her 2020 song, People I've Been Sad, is more appropriate to the year. But this is the one I'm listening to.)


13a. Ungodly Hour - Chloe x Halle


14. So Hot You're Hurting My Feelings - Caroline Polachek. Another potential Outside Lands set and I ended up really loving her album Pang, so I would like to get to see her someday...


15. Born to Run - Jessie Buckley. More from Wild Rose. Love her so much.


15a. Caution - The Killers


16. Recovery - Frank Turner. 


17. Dreaming - Green Day.


18. The Kids are Coming - Tones and I. More OL.


19. Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez


19a. 911 - Lady Gaga. Haha serendipity. 


19b. She's a Rainbow - Rolling Stones


20. Shine a Little Light - Black Keys


20a. Give Me the Night - Des Rocs


21. I Think We're Alone Now - Green Day



Disc 2

1. Spem in Alium - The Tallis Scholars. What. I watched a lot of Endeavour this year.


2. The Stag vs. the Hare - Phildel


3. Summer (presto) - Vivaldi. First because Portrait of a Lady on Fire and second because delightful Emma trailer.


4. Flag Song - Brian Stokes Mitchell. Random holiday section interlude! This is a cut song from Assassins, which he did for the Take me to the World Sondheim 90th birthday concert this year.


5. '96 Neve Campbell ft. Cam & China - Clipping


6. Disturbia (1984 synthwave remix) - Rihanna


7. Better Be ft. Flo Milli - Big Freedia


8. Cheer Up, It's Christmas - Kat Robichaud


8a. Enigma - Lady Gaga


9. Spotlight - Jessie Ware


10. Milk and Cookies - Melanie Martinez


10a. Busy Boy - Chloe x Halle


11. Jícama - Angelica Garcia


11a. Get Paid ft. Princess Nokia & Jada Kingdom - Aluna


11b. Sine from Above ft. Elton John - Lady Gaga


11c. YMIR - SINY


11d. Mark Zuckerberg - Nap Eyes. HOW DID I ALMOST FORGET THIS ONE


12. Different Kind of Love - Adia Victoria


12a. Dance Without Me - DRAMA


12b. You Should be Sad - Halsey


13. Tequila Does - Miranda Lambert


14. Mountain Laurel - Shearwater. I heard about this limited Shearwater/Okkervil River release from 2004 and tried to look up the songs and really love this one. I need to go listen to more Shearwater - I just love everything I hear from him/them.


15. Insomnia - Caroline Polachek. Speaking of people who can reach insane pretty high notes:


15. my future - Billie Eilish


16. It's a Fire - Rhiannon Giddens & Amanda Palmer


17. Running with the Wolves - Aurora. So probably the best animated film of the year, Wolfwalkers, uses this as a needle drop in the film and I laughed because it is SO on the nose but then it got stuck in my head.


18. Someone You Loved - Lewis Capaldi. Of course going with the Peter Capaldi video:


19. Farewell Transmission - Ohia


19a. Maybe, I - Des Rocs


20. I Know the End - Phoebe Bridgers. 2020 can only end one way:


Monday, December 14, 2020

Favorite TV shows

So my brother posted his list of top 20 tv shows and asked for others'. Going off of complete runs that I have seen and where the show hangs together on the whole (The Good Wife is fairly flawless for five seasons and then...)

Despite having watched my fair share of tv, there's obviously so many great shows that I have yet to get to (like The Leftovers) or that I haven't finished (The Wire, Six Feet Under, the Knick, Pose, Black Sails...). 

Also, it's still ongoing, but Derry Girls is the best and everyone should stop what they're doing and go watch it right now. 

1. Hannibal. My absolute favorite. I'm doing a slow rewatch at the moment and god - it's just so gorgeous. The direction, the cinematography, the production (including the food!). Mads Mikkelsen (who just won best actor yesterday at the EFAs for Another Round!) delivers the most unbelievable performance. I still marvel at the tiniest micro expressions that flit across his face. It's just astounding. The whole thing is a clever, wonderful fever dream. 


(plus I mean the fandom is the best and still going strong 5 years later #Fannibalsvoteblue)

2. Breaking Bad. Just the best. The acting was phenomenal, the cinematography just jaw-dropping, and I'm still shocked that it was so good, so consistently, for so long, and just nailed the ending (important for this list!)

3. The Americans. So brilliant, so criminally underrated. Obviously not a new observation, but as much about marriage as spying. The three leads deserved so many more accolades. And all the supporting actors are the best, particularly Martha. 

4. Justified. Okay - so season 4 isn't *quite* as good as the other seasons, but only because the first three set the bar so high. And then they set an end date and seasons 5 & 6 are great, and they stuck the landing so hard. God I love the interplay between Raylan and Boyd. I'm planning a rewatch of this next year (once I wrap my current Hannibal/Farscape rewatches) and I am SO. EXCITED.


5. Planet Earth/Blue Planet. Not only are these incredible feats of wildlife photography, and compulsively rewatchable, I am certain their popularity and beauty have made an impact for conservation.

6. Fleabag. Just perfect. 

7. Miss Fishers Murder Mysteries. Fancy murder mysteries! Endlessly rewatchable. Hey! Almost time for the Christmas episode!


8. Veep. So funny, so smart. Matt Zoller Seitz & Alan Sepinwall call it a live-action doonesbury, and that feels right.


9. It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia. My favorite hilarious misanthropes. I mean, there's a reason it's the longest-running live-action comedy series in American television history (I started watching it when I lived in New Zealand!). And it still makes me laugh all the time. (Yes, it's still running, but I feel like 14 seasons is enough to judge). 

10. Doctor Who. Okay - obviously also still running, but the complete David Tennant/Peter Capaldi runs stand on their own I feel. 


11. Poirot/Endeavour. Combining these because mysteries! David Suchet is obviously the best Poirot and I like that the series spans from early case of the week with Hastings, Japp and Miss Lemon to the later films of some of the bigger cases. Endeavour is *technically* still running but only has one episode left (sob), and I can't imagine that's going somehow retroactively damage the series, based on how good this last series was. (I feel like with How I met your mother and what I heard about Game of Thrones, you knew the last season leading up to the finale.) Anyways, the cast is great, the setting and production wonderful, and if Morse occasionally gets into a few too many scrapes, the excellent characterization and series plotting makes up for it. 


12. Deadwood. Okay - I'm holding off on a rewatch until I get my companion book, which means that I also have not seen the movie, which means that it hasn't ended yet. That's how that works, right? Right. (I put off watching the series finale for over a year with that same logic.) The thing I always think of with Deadwood's complex characters and poetic language is 'Shakespearean.' 


13. Black Books. More hilarious misanthropes!


14. Farscape. (I could also add in Firefly here, for the similarities in the crews, or the wonderful recent Dark Crystal, for the Henson connection.) I love Farscape for its creature work, so that two central members of the crew truly feel alien. (And even D'argo and Zhaan more than the firefly crew). I love how off the wall it was at times, or that time would have passed between episodes and the show drops the audience into a new adventure and expects them to keep up. I love Crichton and Aeryn and how they evolve over time. I love how the show didn't revolve around them and relationships between each of the crew members got their due (Pilot & Aeryn episodes for example). And, of course, I love it for Warren Ellis' review of the show as "one American’s descent into the Australian BDSM scene."



15. The Durrells. It just makes me so happy. The cast is fantastic, the setting divine. Even when things are hard, it's just so cozy and such a joy. (As someone who grew up with Gerald Durrell's books, I particularly appreciate it. Also, the new All Creatures Great and Small - clearly from the same production team, judging by the credits - is giving me the same cozy, lovely Sunday night vibes.)


16. Person of Interest. So clever! Maybe the best of all the Nolan works? And I like how it starts out as a (somewhat) straightforward procedural* and then pretty quickly gets into some of the smartest, most thought-provoking work on AI, surveillance, the police state, and free will (one of the main characters doesn't even join till half way through season two). I think that also shows in that season 1 has a 63% rating (still fresh!) and then seasons two-five are all 100%. Even the most memorable episode, If-Then-Else, for a while was rated the second best episode of all time after Breaking Bad's Ozymandias at imdb (it's now 11th). 

*(not that there's anything wrong with that! I enjoy procedurals and I think they have their place! Leverage and Burn Notice come to mind as really enjoyable case-of-the week shows.)

17. LOST. Speaking of heady (if far-less grounded) sci-fi and Michael Emerson's crazy-good acting skills... Of course, part of the joy of watching LOST was in experiencing it real time; playing the games between seasons, reading message boards for background clues and theories, and sharing in a communal watching experience (hey finale at the Brattle!) I imagine that will happen less and less often (GoT being the latest, but I dropped that midway.) I know some fans didn't like the ending, but I did. And before that it was just such wonderful storytelling, so many wonderful characters, and so much fun to watch. I rewatched the first four seasons with my mother to get ready for the fifth and I enjoyed watching them all over again. Penny!

18. Top Gear. I fell on the floor crying with laughter at the ambulance episode in season 22. (That said, violence in the workplace is NOT OKAY and so I have not watched their new show.)

19. Carnivàle/ Mindhunter. Both brilliant dark dramas cut down in their prime, which is the only reason they are this low. Carnivàle was one of HBOs first big dramas, it was picked up for six seasons, with a whole mythology and plot laid out, but it was so expensive to make (because it was gorgeous) that it ended on a cliff hanger at the end of season 2. Mindhunter is so well done - there's the obvious Fincher perfectionism, Cameron Britton should have won ALL the awards as Ed Kemper, and it only gets better in the second season as the focus switches both to the Atlanta child murders and Holt. (The interview with Kevin Bright is SO GOOD. Speaking of - I know Fincher said it's dead, but given the references to BTK, I still hope it might come back for a final third season a few years from now.)



20. Penny Dreadful. I love it partly for its grand Guignol excess, but also for the cast. Eva Green has rarely been allowed a role this good, Rory Kinnear gets to be great in a tv show (finally), and Helen McCrory, Patti LuPone and Simon Russell Beale pop up. The bottle episode in season three, "A Blade Of Grass," which is mostly a two-hander between Eva Green and Rory Kinnear, is one of my all-time favorites.


21. Parks & Rec/Agents of Shield. Lumping these two together because you do have to skip bits of the beginning! (Parks and Rec skip the first season and it really picks up at the end of S2 when Ben & Chris join, and io9 has an AoS guide). But then they find their feet and they are great from then on out. Agents of Shield also does an amazing job of rotating cast members through the seasons a la Doctor Who. 



22. Oz. This is only this low, because I can't not think about the EW review of the final season that called it "Survivor: Maximum Security." But it's still amazing to me that HBO's first drama was all about the carceral state and dealt with issues like recidivism, sentencing, white supremacy, overcrowding, rehabilitation, and the death penalty. As well as who was going to be offed and/or naked on any given week. Also Ryan O'Reilly is one of the all time great tv characters. 


23. Daria:

24. Misfits/Preacher. Because they both have Joe Gilgun & Ruth Negga! I've rewatched large swaths of Misfits and found it holds up (although I don't love the addition of Finn to the cast in the last two seasons.) I love a lot of the cast - Antonia Thomas went on to do the charming Lovesick, Nathan Stewart-Jarrett was in Angels in America at the NT, Karla Crome was in Amadeus at the NT, Craig Parkinson was in Hangmen at the NT... And while Preacher season 2 isn't great, they recover and seasons 3 & 4 are. I like the season 1 reimagining prequel with Jackie Earle Haley and Lucy Griffiths (what happened to her?), I love pretty much everything Noah Taylor does, Graham McTavish is great as the Saint of Killers, and Betty Buckley is a queen. But really mostly: Ruth Negga & Joe Gilgun are just so damn good in it. 




25. Sarah Connor Chronicles. Okay - I really need to rewatch this, but I remember it being very smart and doing really clever things with time travel. (Speaking of which, I really should get around to 13 Monkeys one of these days...) Plus - Shirley Manson as a terminator! (I also really love Garrett Dillahunt in this.)

26. Crazy Ex Girlfriend. Because even though I didn't *love* the finale, it is SO HARD to make a musical tv show, and this one gave so many great moments, amazing songs, and better mental health representation.

(Not sure why blogger will no longer embed youtube videos, but here: https://www.youtube.com/embed/wmbLB4OIuao)




And Miniseries! There are a ton I need to see (Generation Kill, Queen Gambit, I May Destroy You, Us, and Band of Brothers probably at the top of the list.) I'm also in the middle of Years and Years and may even be able to finish it now that the election is over!

1. Angels in America. The best. 


2. Chernobyl. Shockingly good

3. Fosse Verdon. Speaking of excellent musicals...

4. Watchmen. Just the perfect show for right now. And the cast is so great and episode 6 is the clear stand out, as it then improves rereading the book. 

5. Tinker Tailor. Alec Guinness!

6. And Then There Were None. One of my favorite Agatha Christies, and kicked off the recent spate of mammoth Christie productions at year-end. It's a lavish production and start studded cast (hey Noah Taylor!). I love adaptations of this one, because there's a book ending and a play ending, so unlike most Christie adaptations, you don't actually know how it's going to end. And then this miniseries came along with a further twist!

7. AHS Murder House/Asylum. Each season of American Horror story is it's own beast (mostly), and I have enjoyed later seasons like coven, apocalypse, and hotel, but the first two seasons are just far and away the best. Asylum has Jessica Lange, Lily Rabe, and Sarah Paulson on a tear, the Anne Frank two-parter and the santa episode. So good. Murder House has some great scares and twists (that landed dramatically, even if you guessed them ahead of time), Jessica Lange is in a class of her own here, and the school shooting is one of the scariest things I've ever seen. 


8. True Detective Season 1 - does that count as an anthology?

9. Haunting of Hill House/Haunting of Bly Manor. Speaking of impressive one-takes... Hill House was so damn scary! And then "Two Storms" is just an all time classic episode - it's so much fun to watch. And then Bly Manor's gothic romance wasn't quite as good, to my mind, but still really enjoyable. (Loved Danni, Owen and Hanna, thought Peter Quint was somewhat underwritten). Still - I like the Turn of the Screw and I enjoyed the riff on it here.


10. The Hour was nominated as a limited series, it was great, and - much like Carnivàle above! - ended on a FUCKING CLIFFHANGER. GAH