Tuesday, September 11, 2018

Twitter games


So everyone's seen the "recommend 5 _X_ to get to know you" games floating around twitter, right? Right. Well, I found the best one:


But then I thought it would be fun to do some of the others, too. And, of course, some of the Whys, because it is oh so hard for me to narrow things down, but lord knows I love defining myself by my pop culture.

For the above, mantophasmatodea are two fold. One is because we had some in the lab in South Africa, and they are adorable. And two because it is still incredible to me that an entire new ORDER of insects could be discovered in the new millennium. (They've since been reclassified as a family within a new order, but the point stands.) Pneumoridae are the grasshoppers I worked on while I was doing research in South Africa. Wetas because they are awesome and so very New Zealand. Delta Green Ground Beetles were my favorite of my five thesis species, and they happen to be a species of concern on the Jepson Prairie Preserve, purchased by TNC in the 80s. So, you know, synchronicity. And a Costa Rican Zebra Tarantula because we had a pet one growing up, Seemani.

If that weren't enough... (also, I'm sick. This is what my cold-addled brain does.)

5 comic book runs/graphic novels
Maus. Maybe the first one I read? And so brilliant.

Watchmen. Again, just one of the best books of all time. I also happen to be in the minority for loving the movie, but it might be the casting that gets me.

Sandman. Neil Gaiman is very brilliant and I love a lot of his ongoing work, but this may be the pinnacle for me. I love a lot of the ideas and conceits in here.

Local. One of the best presents I've ever received. It's all about a young woman with wanderlust, and her eventual homecoming. Gifted to me just as I returned to San Francisco.

Bone. Stupid, stupid rat creatures!

Hon mentions:
Persepolis - too similar in genre to Maus to be in the top 5, but totally great.
Understanding Comics - so great.

Thinking more broadly about newspaper runs, well, then the Far Side, Foxtrot, Calvin & Hobbes, and Pogo would be up there (I've never read a lot of Pogo, but he's featured prominently in my childhood.) And Sluggy Freelance for being the first webcomic I followed regularly in college. Bunny with a switchblade!

My problem with a lot of comic runs is that they go on too long. I like early Locke & Key, Fables, and Y the Last Man, but I don't think Locke & Key quite stuck the landing, and I stopped reading the others about 5 collections in. Saga's holding up pretty well, but I'm a bit behind.

Monday, September 10, 2018

New Year's Resolutions and Bucket Lists

The past couple of years I've tried to be a little more intentional with some life goals/habits/resolutions, largely inspired by reading Leila's How to Win at Resolutions and Wil Wheaton's Reboot. I particularly like Leila's advice about trying again at a new time if you don't get to something the month you pick it (or even within 6 months), and the fact that Wil included fun goals along some more typical "new year's resolutions" type goals. So in 2017, I made a list of 10 goals or habits to cultivate. I did one (started volunteering again), but! I really liked doing it and I more generally liked thinking about or tracking to a set of goals.

So in 2018, I made mostly the same goals again this year. I fell a little bit into the trap of 'once I find the perfect organizer/planner, I will be organized,' but I've mostly remained on track, albeit sometimes at a slow pace, or trying again on something midway through the year.

Then recently I read about the idea of a 101/1,001 list. The idea behind it is to set a list of 101 specific, measurable tasks that can be accomplished in 1,001 days (not quite 3 years). In that way, you can be a little more concrete about action items ('I will take a baking class', or 'I will meditate for 10 minutes a day for one week', rather than 'start baking/meditating'.) Plus it gives you a time frame to try to tackle some bigger bucket list-type items, without that nebulous bucket list thinking of, 'someday I will go to Japan...'

This also meant transcribing an old bucket list, as I considered which items to put on the 101 list for the next 3 years, versus what should just stay as a "bucket list item"*. The really fun thing about this exercise** was recognizing how many bucket list items I'd crossed off since making the list in 2013. Even though it can feel like there's such a big world out there still to see (my bucket list is like half travel), it's nice to take a look back and see all the fun I've been having in the last five years:

  • I've been to the Santa Rosa Plateau, Santa Cruz Island, Coachella preserve, Carrizo Plain, and Elkhorn Slough
  • I've been to Montana (also, what?)
  • I've spent a week in NYC just seeing broadway shows
  • I've been to Borneo!
  • I've visited 22 new national parks (or revisited as an adult)
  • I've started volunteering again
  • I've gone camping in the redwoods again
  • I've organized my playbill collection (although I am DEFINITELY MISSING a couple of RENT playbills. Sniffles.)
  • I've attended a highland games! Hey! Recent cross-off.
  • I've attended a masquerade ball
  • I've been to Alcatraz!
  • I've attended the Gorey ball
  • I've visited the Top of the Mark and the Tonga room
  • I've been to Mister Jiu's and State Bird
  • I've done the tactile dome at the exploratorium
  • I've tried Humphrey Slocombe (overrated, but Salt and Straw is not)
  • I've done a tarantula walk on Mt. Diablo
  • I've gone whale watching in the bay area
  • I've continued attending Outside Lands (also a weird item, 2013-me.)
  • I've been to Calshakes
  • I've purchased season tickets to the Opera and Berkeley Rep
  • I've been to the DNA lounge
  • I've had a drink at the Edinburgh castle 
  • I've been to the new Alamo drafthouse! (So many times. So many, many expensive times.)
  • I've attended a movie in the park!
  • I've attended the Oregon shakespeare festival again
  • I've tried Zombies Run!
54 Bucket list items done! A mere... uh... lifetime's worth to go. (Hellooo Colorado/Utah national parks trips)

*Just to be clear, the 101/1,001 list isn't three years' worth of a bucket list. I mean I suppose it could be. But mine, and most of the ones I've seen, are a mix of aspirational (travel here/learn this skill) and practical (I have this thing I'm planning for/that money thing I really need to take care of soon.) So like a three-year plan, but with the fun stuff included?
**other than the planning. I'm an enneagram 7. I get half of my fun from anticipatory planning. 

Sunday, July 22, 2018

10-movie challenge

Alex nominated me for the facebook 10-day movie challenge. Unsurprisingly, I had a hard time narrowing it down to 10 (I ended up somewhat trying to match photos to those I was tagging.) Here are the rest I was considering. Any guesses?

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And here are the 10 I did use:
#1. The Haunted House

#2. Moon

#3. Interview with a Vampire

#4. In Bruges

#5. Chinatown

#6. Cabaret. The old dude knows whats up.

#7. Last of the Mohicans

#8. Go

#9. Gosford Park

#10. Days of Heaven

Thursday, May 24, 2018

SFFilm Fest 2018 Roundup

Forgot to do this round-up earlier, in part because I made lists on letterboxd (narrative films here, short films here.) Still - good to do a little explanation on here.

Past round-ups: 2017, 2014, 2013, 2012, 2011

So, from fantastic to meh, with a few favorite shorts at the end:
Beast
I loved this. It is very particularly my cup of tea; a murder mystery on the isle of Jersey, filmed as a dark, dreamy fairy tale, with a great cast. 

I Am Not a Witch
All I knew about this going in  is that it was one of the big contenders at the BritIndies last year. I almost recommend going in with just that and letting it unfold. It's so beautiful and so well done. 

Leave No Trace
The film I was most excited for going into the fest (Debra Granik's second narrative film!) and it did not disappoint. (I'd recommend skipping the trailer as it shows a lot of the plot). The basic plot is: a father and daughter camp out and live off-grid in the parks around Portland. There's beautiful shots of the Pacific Northwest, the young actress is as exciting a find as Jennifer Lawrence was in Winter's Bone, and there's one scene that makes me cry just thinking about. It's beautiful. I can't wait to watch it again.

The Rider
This is such a stunningly beautiful film, both visually and empathically. I found it the tiniest bit slow to start, just as the non-actors got used to being filmed, but the rest was totally absorbing. 

Support the Girls
Very similar vibe to Results. Very charming. Regina Hall and the supporting cast are awesome. 

Won't You Be My Neighbor
Just a theater-full of people quietly weeping. 

The Guardians (Les Gardiennes)
This was the surprise member's screening, and despite being very long in the Victoria's very uncomfortable seats, I loved it. It tells the story of the women keeping the farm at home running during the first world war; the cycles of the harvest interrupted only by the occasional leave of a family member or the death of one. 

Revenge
I loved this. It's a great take on the rape/revenge genre and the superhero genre as well. SUPER bloody. 

The Miseducation of Cameron Post
This is so well done. It will be interesting to see the *other* gay conversion therapy film coming out this year (with Lucas Hedges), but I really liked the cast in this one. The characters were so specifically drawn; the two rebellious teens - one of whom is Native and identifies as two-spirit, the really religious teen pressuring himself to change, the befuddled young priest trying to help but not ever grasping how. Chloe Grace Moretz gives a good, understated performance as a teen trying to muddle through the experience. I still think about the final scenes a lot. 

To Be or Not to Be
Carole Lombard is awesome. 

Angels Wear White
Really difficult to watch in parts, but extremely well done. If you can stomach the content (sexual abuse by those in power in China), I highly recommend it. 

I Was Born, But...
This had astoundingly terrible accompaniment by Blonde Redhead, but the film itself was very charming. It really captures the fluctuating dynamics of childhood friendships and allegiances.  

The Big Bad Fox (Le Grand Mechant Renard)
I only got to see two of the three segments of this (there are three stand-alone cartoons), because the director and tech folks spent AGES trying to set up for a live drawing demo after the film, and it started super late. THAT SAID, the two parts I saw are very charming, and while I don't get some of the rapturous love for it, it is very cute. Great for kids. 

Suleiman Mountain
I never quite got where this was filmed - I guessed Kazakhstan or Uzbekistan, but I thought it was really well done. (Turns out it was Kyrgystan). It's a family drama, with an unconventional family, in an interesting location. Really funny in bits, and I thought the lead actress was brilliant. 

Purge This Land
This film won the LA Times experimental film award last year. It takes the story of John Brown and cuts it with the history of race riots in America (many of which I had never heard of), filmed against those locations, and interspersed with the filmmaker's musings on raising a biracial child. I really like essay films, and I thought this was really well done. 

Tully
I went into this with low expectations and was pleasantly surprised (I really like Charlize Theron and Mackenzie Davis, so that helped a lot). I also really liked Young Adult, which was the last Theron/Jason Reitman/Diablo Cody film. It wasn't exactly about what I thought it was going to be about. And Charlize watched it with us! I've never, ever seen talent stick around and watch a film from the audience before, but she did, and she was all verklempt at the end when she had to go back up to do a Q&A. 

Ravenous
This is a well done French zombie film, with a bit of an Invasion of the Body Snatchers feel. Some really great sequences. 

The Sower (Le Semeur)
Weirdly, the SECOND French period piece about women harvesting wheat and the men who done them wrong I saw in a single day. This one suffers by comparison only because it's a debut film and falls into a few tropes, where the other (the Guardians) was more assured. But this film is lovely, the location is stunning, and it hits that period-piece sweet spot well.  

Matangi/Maya/M.I.A
I thought of this as a pretty straightforward documentary, made compelling just by who she is. But I read some articles later about the Sundance premiere, and apparently MIA hadn't seen the final cut and thought it was going to be much more about her as an artist, which was surprising. The film centers instead on her political activism and how that has shaped and influenced her career over the years. I thought it made her out to be very sympathetic, but I don't know that she loved it? I know some folks wanted more of her live performances in the film, since she's known particularly for that. 

Eighth Grade
As effective as Thirteen as giving you the I-want-to-claw-my-skin-off-remembering-how-awful-this-age-was vibe. Just with fewer drugs and more youtube. 

The Other Side of Everything
This film was a portrait of Srbijanka Turajli, an amazing Serbian pro-democracy advocate, by her daughter (who was obviously not always thrilled to be at the center of the political rebellion.) Not knowing anything about Serbian history, this film gave a really great, personal overview, while never feeling like a history lecture. It's an interesting look at how personal history intersects with political history, although difficult to end in the midst of political tumult.       

A Kid Like Jake
So, this is a pretty paint-by-numbers social drama. Parents have a son who likes fairy tales and dress up, pre-school administrator suggests focusing on son's gender-expansive behavior to get into hyper-competitive NYC kindergartens, liberal Brooklyn parents have to confront their own biases and fears for their son. I'm mostly not sold on Jim Parsons, dramatic actor, but the big, very-clearly-theatrical argument at the climax does work particularly well with him in the role. In fact, I think that scene is so well-done that it is largely the saving grace of the film. And while I don't know that the addition of Amy Landecker advanced the plot much at all (those scenes apparently weren't in the play), I really liked her in the role and enjoyed those scenes. That said, I could see all this having worked better as a play. 

Shirkers
Three punk teenage girls, with the assistance of an older American, make an indie film in Singapore, but then the dude disappears with the footage. The footage is recovered twenty years later, and the director reckons with the film and its place in her life. It's engaging enough, particularly the mystery of the dude and the footage, and the way it captures both what Singapore was like in that moment in time and the friendship of the three girls, but I left wanting more. 

American Animals
Great cast, but the film inter-cuts with the actual people, which undercuts the dramatic tension. The film briefly uses this to highlight the difference in their memories of the same event, but that motif is dropped, and not carried far enough to really land. There are some other nice stylistic elements, like an imagined heist, but overall it becomes too long and doesn't hold your interest. Bonus points for studying up on Heist and Matchstick Men in planning your crime, dudes. 

Winter Brothers
Some really interesting shots (much of the action takes place in a limestone factory), but while this was supposed to (I think) be a funny take down of modern masculinity, it ends up being difficult to particularly care about what happens to any of the characters in the film. 

Jupiter's Moon
There are some really beautiful sequences of the main character (a European refugee) floating through his environment. But while I liked the two leads (the refugee and the corrupted doctor who helps/uses him), they just wander about with no real intent, other than not getting caught. The whole thing becomes a bit of a shaggy dog story (no pun intended for the director's previous feature, White God.) This might be the most beautifully shot film on the refugee crisis, but it's definitely not one of the best. 

Sorry to Bother You
I really wanted to love this, but it *really* needed an editor. I love all the balls-to-the-wall crazy ideas in here, and there are so many that several do land well. But I didn't feel that the film held up overall. 

Ravens
Beautifully shot, but very bleak story about an aging Swedish farmer and his son who refuses to commit to farming (he prefers bird watching.) I think this first-time director has great promise, but this was a relentlessly downbeat plot. (I just wanted to shake the kid and scream, 'help your father you selfish brat!')

Claire's Camera
So ridiculous. Lovely to watch Isabelle Huppert and Kim Min-hee swan around Cannes, but there's no purpose to this film -  no reason for it to exist other than someone wanting to make a film while they were at Cannes. Technically the plot is Kim gets fired mid-way through the fest because her boss has a long term relationship with the director they are representing, and he slept with Kim, then Isabelle has a magic camera that can change destiny and Kim gets rehired by the end of the fest. Gah.

Loveling
Just not my type of film. A Brazilian mother contending with her eldest leaving the nest. Meh. 


And, just to cover a few shorts:

Autumn and The Dreamer
So - Nathaniel Dorsky is an experimental filmmaker (he also is an editor-for-hire, and won an emmy). His work is silent, and I didn't realize till the films started that he meant *actual silence* (I'm so used to scores on "silent" films!) He does amazing in-camera (16mm) work to change the lighting or the focus of a shot, often of up-close plants, or reflections, or images that can be hard to make out other than light/dark/color. He wrote a book called Devotional Cinema and, to quote wikipedia, "Dorsky writes of the long-standing link between art and health as well as the transformative potential of watching film." So obviously I love him. Autumn and the Dreamer both came out in 2016, and trace the seasons in San Francisco. I swear, forcing myself to sit with these (it was tough! A lot of people did not make it through the full program!) felt like it re-wired my brain for a bit. 

Weekends
The director of this works at Pixar and it shows (this is a personal project, not a Pixar one, but he obviously had access to some of the best talent to help him make it!) Great soundtrack. Beautifully illustrated, really touching. 

49 Mile Scenic Drive
This is a niche interest, but I LOVE the 49 mile scenic drive, and its signs, and this short is both about the history of those things, *plus* the awful design change that the film makers then got fixed! It was just so lovely to see a small thing I care about get fixed for the better. 

Skywards
Pigeons flying over Delhi. Very much my sort of film

Palenque
I loved this immersive experience (travelogue feels like the wrong word) of San Basilio de Palenque. 

73 Questions
A wonderful rotoscoped animation that takes the Vogue "73 questions with a celebrity" format and applies it to an SF local. Such a wonderful way to get to know a neighbor. Also, Steve was at the Q&A and told what might be my new favorite SF joke; “I went to this bar, talked to this lady. I said do you want a ride in my BMW? She said yeah. We get outside. I said, that’s bart, muni, or walk!”

Also worth noting: Crisanto Street, which I quite enjoyed (I ranked it 11th/33). This won the Golden Gate for documentary short. In it, 8-year-old Geovanny is given a video camera to document life in his trailer and the community of folks living on the outskirts in the bay area. It's really joyful and hopeful and well worth attention in local discussions of the housing crisis.